So many good things to report, I hardly know where to start. But I guess that very feeling makes a pretty good beginning.
When I set out to write a long overdue letter to a friend, I sometimes start from my last letter to them and catch up from there. Other times I write about that particular day - its events, weather, and mood - and work backwards.
This time I'm going to split the difference, and start with May. T.S. Eliot famously called April "the cruelest month," and if that is so, May must be among the kindest. A line in one of my favorite songs lately, "We Looked Like Giants" (by the delightfully named Death Cab For Cutie), goes, "the sugary smell of springtime," and May is especially sweet in Toronto.
After the long insult of an urban winter, and the teasing glimmers of mild relief among the chills and showers of April, May brings a rapid segue from spring into early summer. The trees fill in almost overnight with new leaves of the brightest green, and the front-yard gardens display their sequence of white, purple, yellow, and pink - from snowdrops to crocuses to daffodils to tulips.
May also brings the perfume of lilacs, one of my favorite smells since childhood. When I lived in Toronto in the '90s, we had a row of lilac bushes along the back fence, and I used to pick their stems and put them on my desk - lush green leaves and pale purple clusters of blossoms. From time to time I would stick my nose right into them, and inhale that heady fragrance like a drug.
My bandmates and I had decided to spend May working together in a Toronto studio, to refine some of the songs we had worked on long-distance over the winter, and hopefully to write some new ones. The small studio was located in an old waterfront area, just a block or so from Lake Ontario, a remote little corner sidelined by more modern dock facilities elsewhere. The studio building itself had been a munitions factory around World War II, and out front, the wide boulevard of old warehouses was divided by abandoned railroad tracks. Rising above were the tall concrete cylinders of a concrete factory and the squat metal cylinders of petroleum storage tanks. Behind that industrial foreground, traffic moved across the elevated Gardiner Expressway, and above, in dramatic contrast, the modern skyline of Toronto's downtown rose up shining, dominated by the CN Tower.
One afternoon the three of us and a couple of our crew members gathered by the glass doors to watch a thunderstorm loom in across that skyline, magnesium flares of lightning and simultaneous shockwaves of thunder. As I was passing by in the hallway, Alex called out, "Come on, we're having a storm party!" and we all crowded into the entranceway, sheltered from the teeming rain, for a better view of the fireworks - "Wow, did you see that one?"
For most of the past six years I have lived in Southern California, where thunderstorms are extremely rare - the Mediterranean climate lacks the necessary cold fronts colliding with warm air masses - and I miss those spectacular displays of son et lumière.
When we weren't busy watching thunderstorms, or eating lunch, we did a lot of work. I had a little room in a corner of the building where I could tinker with lyrics; Alex and Geddy were set up in the control room with guitars, computers, and vocal mic, and my drums were in the recording room. When I had had enough of struggling to put lyrical words together, I could escape to the drums and play along with rough versions of the songs when the guys were ready to hand them over. As I mentioned in the last report, I have been very enthusiastic about drumming lately, and I did find myself exploring new ways to put drum parts together, and new approaches to playing them. (Not really "new," of course, but "new to me.")
By the end of May, we had eight songs that we all liked, and I had worked out drum parts for six of them. So the work had gone well, but it had not been easy. This excerpt from an e-mail I wrote to my friend Matt Scannell tells an illustrative story of creative life, and makes a simply amazing segue into my next story . . .
The actual work has gone pretty well, though not without angst.
There was this one song . . .
As he often does, Geddy had gone through a set of lyrics with some music he and Alex had "jammed out." Along the way, he picked the lines that "worked," and left out a bunch of others. Fine enough, of course, and that method often gives the words a new twist, but then it's up to me to try to reshape the remains so it makes sense.
In this case, the song in question already had a scattered theme, and tenuous "sense," and as I tried to stitch together the "new version," I just couldn't get it to mean anything. Or even to seem to mean anything. A little obscurity is fine, of course, but there has to be some kind of inner logic there for me. Like I said to Lerxst, "Even an abstract painting is supposed to be of something."
So chipping away at that and getting nowhere was getting me down, and one day I found myself driving into work with a sense of dread, knowing I had to face that knotty mess again. I didn't remember ever feeling that way about writing before, and all at once I fell into this "all washed up" state of mind, convinced I just couldn't do it anymore, and I should just give up. (I'm sure you know the feeling - all songwriters do!)
And wouldn't you know it? That day, I not only fixed up the problems with that song in a few minutes, but also started from scratch on another one that may well be the "masterpiece" of this album.
When I showed it to the guys, they were so enthusiastic I could hardly believe it, and ever since they have been all fired up to get the other songs tidied up and put away so they can get to work on music for this one.
So that changed my world!
Ah, the ups and downs of geniushood, huh?
[Tongue in cheek, of course.]
So . . . I was writing to Matt that day because he and I were also working on some songs together. As told in Traveling Music, Matt and I became friends a few years ago by a fairly remarkable set of circumstances, ignited by my admiration for Matt's work with Vertical Horizon. Since we were both immigrants to Los Angeles (Matt grew up in Worcester, Massachusetts), and shared an interest in music, fine watches, fast cars, silly humor, and each other's lives and work, he and I often got together for a hike in the Santa Monica Mountains, or a burger at Broadway Deli. (Or a rapid drive up to Laguna Seca for the American Le Mans Series races last October - but that, it occurs to me, is a story all its own. I'll try to write it one of these days.)
Late in 2005, Matt and I started working on a song together, with lyrics I wrote especially for Matt's voice - literal and metaphorical. Matt suggested I might like to play drums on that song, and when I agreed to that, he started sending me demos of other songs he thought I might like to play on. (Trickster!)
So while I was in Toronto working on Rush songs, I was also "moonlighting" on three of Matt's songs, playing to his demos and working out drum parts for them. A couple of nights a week Alex and I worked late recording sketches of drum parts for our new songs, so I could hear how they worked, and I started squeezing in a couple of takes of one of Matt's songs, too. Through the miracle of modern technology, I was able to e-mail those recorded sketches to Matt, and collect his comments as I went along.
Thus it came to pass . . . on June 14, 2006, at Capitol Records Studio B in Hollywood (Hollywood and Vine, in fact), I recorded three songs for Matt's upcoming Vertical Horizon album. Even the drumset I played that day has a rich back-story, starting about two months earlier.
While considering the logistics of getting my drums from Toronto to Los Angeles and back, I was talking with my friends at Drum Workshop, and they pointed out that some busy drummers have a different drumset for each coast, stored and ready when they need it. Since I lived on the West Coast now, maybe I should have a "West Coast kit."
Well, yeah, obviously. So in talking to John Good at DW, we decided to build a pure "recording" kit, with basic chrome hardware and a natural wood finish. John designed an elaborate combination of laminates and reinforcement hoops for each individual shell, and Garrison, the company's "artists' rep," started organizing the hardware. I would ship down my own set of Paragon cymbals (properly worked-in after the R30 tour) and a few favorite snare drums, plus a set of the "drum boards" on which my kit is mounted, so the stands could be screwed right into it.
That was going to be helpful for another reason. My invaluable and expert drum tech, Lorne (Gump) Wheaton, was going to be starting a tour with Steely Dan's great drummer, Keith Carlock, just before my sessions with Matt, so he wouldn't be able to be there. However, Garrison offered his assistance, and I also called upon my friend Chris from Sabian's Los Angeles office. Chris had traveled with Lorne on the "S.S. Professor" tour the previous year, demonstrating my "R30" drumset all around the U.S. and Canada, so he knew the setup as well as anyone else apart from Lorne. Chris is a fellow motorcyclist (Ducati Multistrada), and on June 7 he and I rode up the Pacific Coast Highway to the Drum Workshop factory, to see how the new kit was coming together.
Lorne and I had decided on a "tobacco sunburst" finish, like a classic guitar, but when John chose "curly maple" for the base of it, and master painter Louie applied his artistry, they looked way better than I had imagined. And once I started playing them, John's painstaking design of their acoustic properties paid off, too - people coming in from outside the showroom remarked on how good they sounded even from outside.
I haven't illustrated my previous newsletters with photographs, but this seems a good one to start with - talk about a picture being worth a thousand words.
With Garrison and Chris as my "pit crew," we scheduled a rehearsal on the day before the session, for last-minute tuneups of both drumset and drummer. On the 14th, we all showed up early at Capitol Records Studio B. Going in, I felt energized and positive, excited and eager, but still tense and grimly focused on the big job at hand. As I had written to a friend the day before,
I'm looking forward to that - though with a little trepidation, as I will be called upon to produce three "masterpieces" in one day. That's never easy! And worse, you can never feel 100% sure you'll be able to do it.
Ah, but if you pull it off, it feels good!
The hallways at Capitol were lined with black-and-white photographs of others who had recorded there - Big Frank, Nat King Cole, Bobby Darin, Judy Garland, Miss Peggy Lee, Gene Vincent - and that too was a little daunting. But exciting, too, and reflected the "historical" nature of our session, at least for me.
As a drummer, I have always been fully satisfied with the range of music I get to play with Rush, and have rarely felt moved to work with other musicians - a couple of tracks with bassist Jeff Berlin years ago, a couple of "guest percussion" spots with Canadian bands, and the Buddy Rich tribute albums, that's about it.
This collaboration with Matt blossomed so naturally (like May in Toronto, a more flowery poet might say). It began with admiration for each other's work, grew into a shared friendship for several years, and only then did we drift into working together on music.
For this drummer, Matt's songs were an irresistible canvas, and allowed me the broadest possible dynamic scope, from delicate textures and washes painted with cymbals or rudimental snare, to full-out "Woodchopper's Ball" rock drumming. As Garrison remarked that day, "those songs make you want to play them."
Behind the mixing console, with clipboard and pencil, Matt proved to be great as a producer, too - hearing every detail I put into the performance, good or bad, and offering enthusiastic encouragement, creative suggestions, and a sure sense of when the performance had reached its peak.
The quietly efficient Mark Valentine handled the engineering, with assistant Jimmy manning the computer. Bass guitarist Sean Hurley was out in the studio with me, and though he and I had never met, never mind played together, we achieved an easy blend. Sean was a "real musician," and showed up with a self-written chart of the songs, and he simply played it through (as opposed to my method of rehearsing the songs so many times they were engraved on my brain). Sean's playing was rich and responsive, and we locked in together right away. Occasionally we discussed a particular passage, but mostly we just listened to each other, to the song, and played our best.
We managed to get the three songs recorded before dinner time, which was a great relief. I had hoped I could pull that off, and had some reason to believe I might - I had prepared feverishly, playing all three songs dozens of times; plus, for example, all ten drum tracks for Test for Echo had been recorded in two days - but it's still the kind of thing you can't know you will be able to do. It is, after all, a performance. Almost superstitiously, we had put a hold on the studio for the next day as well.
Left to right: Matt, me, Sean, Mark
The following day I told Matt that session had been one of the greatest challenges, experiences, and - now - rewards of my life.
That's the way I have always felt about making Rush albums, and I have every faith the same will be true when Alex, Geddy, and I reconvene in September.
Back at the end of May, at the end of our month together, I was driving from Toronto to Quebec for a few days' rest, and I was able to listen to the songs we had been working on in the familiar, pleasurable space of a car cruising down the long, straight highway.
The next day I wrote to Alex and Geddy,
On the drive back yesterday, I did have the opportunity to listen to the new songs with some objectivity, in my favorite listening environment, and I wanted to tell you I think they are great! The freshest stuff we have done since - well, ever!
As I intuited when I first heard your song sketches, there is something very different about the character of these songs, and I'm really pleased by that.
I mean to say - at our ages!
So that's all good.
Oh yes - I almost forgot the sports news. I actually have some!
One day while we were working in Toronto, Pegi at the office sent an e-mail to the three of us. She said she had received an urgent call from the CBC about using "Closer to the Heart" in that night's broadcast of "Hockey Night in Canada." Pegi had gone ahead and given permission on our behalf, guessing we wouldn't object.
I guess not! Hardly any Canadian would object to being represented in some small part of the sacred national institution of hockey.
Though I am not a sports fan, I do try to watch at least one hockey game each year - to keep in touch with my "inner Canuck." And it's not just the game, but the announcers, the commentators ("Coach's Corner," with the brash Don Cherry and the likeable Ron McLean), the players, the crowds - it's all so Canadian. Even the commercials speak of other such Canadian institutions, like Tim Hortons donuts and Canadian Tire.
I happened to watch the beginning of the game that night, which opened with a montage of historic hockey moments set to an edited version of "Closer to the Heart." Over the line, "You can be the captain," they flashed a shot of a team captain's jersey, with the big "C" on it.
Then they cut live to the darkened arena, dramatic synthesizer chords swelling as the players circled the ice, swept by colored spotlights. Ron McLean's first words were, "Everybody loves a rush - except the goaltender."
We had become a hockey reference!
You really cannot beat that.